What is this thing called homework?

Hi y'all!
I was looking to post an update/some new sites/ articles this weekend but homework has consumed me.
Classes started wendsday and are going great.
I'm swamped with readings and homework right now so hopefully I'll get a post in before class tomorrow but if not just remember i've got a über excuse.


XoXo

Youth in Revolt

I'm sort of caught up in the title of this movie.
Even though I doubt I will see it, the title intrigues me.

I identify with it in that I'm a youth (for a little while longer) and I'm stuck in this inner battle
with both myself and my cuture that tell me I am loathsome because of my weight and 'look'.

I'm revolting culturally by saying I want to be cute, dare I say sexy, sometimes.

Fat people wear clothes too!

Fat people also have feelings and emotions sometimes too.

I try to be my best.
Even when that's not enough.

10 Things Bitches

10 Things I Regret

1) Snake.Skin.Pants ('nuf said)
2) Missing almost an entire year of school and graduating late
3) Quiting ballet and soccer
4) Recreational Pharmacuticals
5) Not taking the SATs
6) B.S. Ing my way through highschool.
7) Not focusing on recovery in Renfrew
8) Not telling the truth to my fam. about SI and Ed
9) Breaking my computer so I've got to do this on my iPod
10) Bulimia..... 'nuf said part 2

9)

New Years Resolutions that have Nothing to do with "The Bod"

1. Be totes honest with my team
2. Stop Biting my fucking nails like a 4 year old
3. Act my age (20) not my shoe size (10)
4. Accept that I cannot change the crazy mess that is my family
5. Be there for Haley but also realize I cannot prevent all of the damage (long story for another day)
6. Stop being such a mess/slob
7. Focus on my future
8. Continue building relationships at school
9. Not skip classes ;P
10. Stop blaming myself for everything bad that has happened
11. Don't be defient and stop taking pills for stupid ass reasons, I'm stuck with this shit for life
12. Save money instead of binge shopping
13. Clean up my dirty fucking sailor mouth
(# 13 is obvi sarcastic but I've still got an OCD thing with even numbers)

Happy F-ing NewYear!

Happy New Year Babies!

I guess I should start the new year by admitting that my last post was kind of full of shit.
Goals like that will only ruin my future.
With my sisters support I did make a new set of goals, and I'd be shitting you if I said they had nothing to do with
my 'bod'. But they are waaaaaaay more compatable with my long term future goals.

I'm looking forward to a new semester later this month and I'm pumped in general for school and may or may not be transfering out next year.
Anyway, I'm in the middle of Dexter season 2 so hope everyone else's having a super fine time.