So these past few weeks have been rough.
There's no getting around it.
I've been slipping pretty steadily and it a good amount of denial.
I haven't really been working a lot on communication issues within the fam. and then with school and a whole bunch of stuff like a possible move coming up in the next few months have really left me pretty run down.
On top of that, I haven't been as on top of my meds as I should be. I forgot them yesterday and the day before and couldn't even hardly get out of bed.
Luckily I realized it late last night but I could have gotten really sick.
Between losing track of my eating disordered symptoms and my behavioral symptoms a general non-challant attitude about school is getting in the way of success.
I've had one therapy appointment and after this week, because of the short week we couldn't get in an appointment, we'll see each other every week, and then I've got an appointment with Dr. Bauer on the 14th.
I'm just feeling like I'm running around in circles and doing the same thing over and over again.
Oh well, things are bound to get better as long as I'm trying.
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