I'm sure I could have posted this last week, seeing as I've only got 1 day of finals.
I've got a Introduction to Poetry final at 11 am and then the Nutrition final at 3.
Poetry shouldn't be too hard; it's basically 2 essay questions where we have to explicate one of the poems she provides while including 5-7 of the terms she wants, and then we have to reflect on a few of the speaches our class mates did.
I ended up skipping friday's class because Tara had just gotten home on thursday night, and along with Tara came the 11 pm Wawa run. It certainly was interesting.
Nutrition is going to be a bitch though.
I only made it to 1 class week and only made 1 the week before too. The first week I had an excuse but this last week I just couldn't bring myself to watch the woman make a fool out of herself. On monday she was out of her mind; the entire class was spent pretty much laughing at her!
Roxanne is convinced she was drunk, but I think it was more of a benzo kind of thing. Maybe pain killers, but certainly something. She's always been a little wacky in a bad way, but this was insane!
The final exam is on the last 3 chapters and I haven't read any of them yet. I'll find time to do that before I get to poetry and then after I finish that exam.
Ugh...
It's been a long week.
I feel like my last speech fell apart, even though it was about FBT, something I'm really interested in, and the Okie ate my glasses
so I'm stuck getting all squinty eyed during my finals and cramming {and cramping :/ } and I've got a cold. It could have been worse, and probablly would have if I hadn't gotten the h1n1 vaccine, it's really going around my school and I really can't afford, physically, mentally, or financially to get really sick.
On the up side of things, I scheduled an interview with Sesame Place for the first of February, which is a long ways away, but I guess isn't to crazy for being a seasonal place. If I'd looked harder I'm sure I could have found a winter job, but I'd be lying if I said I don't have it good right now.
Besides my family being insanely unstable ( I dare you to find just 1 section of the DSM that some one in my family doesn't have a diagnosis in) I'm living it up. I don't pay rent (or perhaps I do emotionally), I don't pay for food, I still get an allowance, I'm pretty fucking set.
Sometimes though,
I feel like it's killing me.
I can't drive, I never visit friends, I never really leave the house unless I'm going to a doctor or school,
and my family is sucking out my soul.
Alas though,
Tomorrow is always another day, and there's always life after community college!
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