Money has never been a free flowing thing for me and treatment is a notoriously expensive thing.
For a while it seemed like it was covered. My father really stepped up and actually offered to pay my insurance deductable before I'd even admitted treatment was an option.
Recently though, my dad has been going through a sticky situation, it's entirely his fault, and was entirely preventable, but it's here now so it's impossible to ignore.
He was attempting to sell his house and some previous issues caught up with him and now he can't.
Honestly that alone made me think treatment was off the agenda.
The wacky thing is that it's not.
Even though things are tough for him, he's trying to meet his commitment.
I really, not quite hate, but pity my dad, and the fact that he's doing this means a lot to me.
He's been a jerk in the past, and was downright abusive when I was younger, but I think I might be ready to move on.
I used to be incredibly fearful around him, but things have gotten a lot better.
I spent a year living with him after making some stupid choices and getting temporarily kicked out of my mom's house.
All of this is really helping/making me mature a lot.
Forgive and forget and all that stuff, I doubt I'll ever be able to do either fully, but I am moving on.
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