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Things are looking rough right now. I love all of you who bother reading this, and I'm sure something will change my mind, but for now I'm not sure whining about my problems online is helping.

This is the first time in years that I can actually say that I have had to restrain myself mentally from becoming suicidal.

I understand the consequences of suicide, and certainly won't be making any rash decisions that could hurt my loved ones.
I've got a therapist, psychiatrist, and a pretty decent group of friends who know what's going on.

Hopefully the next few weeks will go by pretty fast and I'll be in Castlewood before I know it.


I love you,
Cassidy