I'm wondering if I'll ever get my shit together.
This whole waiting game is taking a toll and I'm feeling the pressure.
Some behaviors are easier to control than others, but it's still really really hard to deal with my life right now.
The Metadate helps me forget, but then this overwhelming wave of emotions crashes over me and I feel like a rag doll.
It's only a matter of time before things either brighten or get even darker and I just need to keep it together somehow until there's an opening for treatment.
I love everyone who's supporting me through this and when times get tough I'm fighting for you.
Cass
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