My eating disorder really 'started' with a bang when I was 8. I was out of elementary school for around a month with chicken pox, the flu, and strep throat. I woke my mom up one night crying because I felt so sick to my stomach and couldn't get back to sleep, then she told me how to tickle the back of my throat to throw up, and then my stomach wouldn't hurt so much. I lost 10 lbs that month from dehydration and just not eating and I really liked that and the way I felt after throwing up. I've been in treatment for my depression/bipolar for 5 years and was in the renfrew center in 2007. There have been a whole list of day programs and psych programs for suicide attempts as well.
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